Life - Love - Liz

♥

2010-12-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

And I really miss...

2010-11-06T09:47:00.002+08:00

... those silly little things we used to do.

All i need is...

2010-11-04T21:40:00.001+08:00

... a little bit of love.

HuGS & KisSes

Feeling....

2010-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

BLUE..... =|

Eid mubarak.

2010-09-10T10:07:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my Muslim friends & family. =] Enjoy your day.

You

2010-08-17T14:39:00.002+08:00

Taken from BeaTNiKFiCTioN.

Ramadhan

2010-08-13T11:06:00.001+08:00

Fasting month is here again. Alhamdullilah. It's 3rd day of fasting. So far It has been good. 

Get away~

2010-08-05T21:46:00.001+08:00

1 more day short trip to KL with bestie and her colleagues. ;)

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NDP Preview

2010-07-31T07:18:00.001+08:00

Like finally the day is here. 

Cutie pie

2010-07-17T14:59:00.001+08:00

Nabila

Test

2010-07-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

Sending this test post from iPhone. ;)

It gets hurt...

2010-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

...with every hearbeat.

Whole Again

2010-06-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

Looking back on when we first met,
I can not escape and I cannot forget,
Baby, you are the one
You still turn me on,
You can make me whole again. - Atomic Kitten, Whole Again

I feel...

2010-06-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

...lonely. Why?

Cause everyone mind their own business.
I'm not close to my brother, we never do activities together. (ok, the last when he was a kid, and that because I was the big sister and I had to accompany him)
My mum out to work, and dad just doing his own thing.

And my girlfriends, they have their own commitment, we rarely hang out these days.
So it seems that I only have... the Mr. And now, he's working.

Who do I have to talk to? No one, bored. And here I am in front of the computer or staring blankly at my mobile phone.

Wet Saturday..

2010-06-12T14:41:00.002+08:00

...afternoon.

Here I am, browsing the beauty of a women with the colors painted on their faces...
The beautiful,nice dresses...

My day will come soon... to look beautiful, it's once in a lifetime thing~

nowplaying - I'm only happy when it rains, Garbage

untitled

2010-06-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

If you want to settle down wit someone u communicate with them every day & spend time with them if u don't it's prolly not gonna happen...?

I've been feeling to sick and tired, my emotion is like a roller coaster ride.

Why ar, why is it happening?

I'm ok all this while but then I'm so emotional now, stress???

Sighs~

Why do we keep holding on, is it worth or wasting time? Where are we heading to, what are our plans? Is it gonna happen or will it come to an end?

♥

2010-05-23T12:24:00.001+08:00

Happy

Anniversary

♥!

Expression, Caught in action!

2010-05-13T19:24:00.004+08:00

Look at the clear quality of the picture!
Taken with Canon EOS D5 I think.
I NEED a new digital camera too~

In later future, I will try to get that DSLR.
Ok, for now I will survey online for Canon digital camera.
Chiaoz~

That's it...

2010-05-13T18:54:00.003+08:00

Okay, in the end I only gotta edit a bit here and there of my blog page.
None of the blogskins interest me. Let it be this way I guess, furthermore I don't blog much like I used to. As usual so little time so much to do. Bleagh~ :p Haha.

Well, even now I'm not so active on Facebook that much, I'm only actively tweeting. Hee. So folllow me on Twitter. :D You can read a lot of me there, even on the move! ;)

MAY BABIES...

2010-05-10T11:05:00.007+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

TO ALL BORN IN MAY!

And that is to FMIL 1st May, to my uncle 3rd May, MIA best friend from ITE on 7 May (where are you babe? you're always remembered), best friend since from TRU on 19 May, to colleagues on 11 May(2 of them on same day), 16 May, 23 May, my long time online buddy, 16 May, FBIL 25 May, my niece 29 May, ok there I said it, you all know who you are. Phew~

And to Facebook friends, birthdays in MAY also lah! Aiyoh so many people birthday in MAY. =p

Last but not least, also to the Mr. birthday falls on 20 May. Happy birthday dear.

And our _ anniversary on 23 May. ;) ♥

untitled

2010-04-30T15:30:00.002+08:00

If up til today, I have the half hearted feelings and insecurities...

I don't know what it means anymore.

Bitter heart.

In a state...

2010-04-23T18:09:00.001+08:00

....of confusion! I don't like to feel this way~ =(

What do I do to push this emotional feelings away?

Sighs.

Quick post

2010-04-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I feel afraid. Commitment is a BIG word. Am I ready for it?

Sigh, what's wrong with me. Worry too much. Everything's gonna be fine. :s

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Terrible Tuesday

2010-04-13T13:46:00.004+08:00

Yeah, wake up and that's how I feel. Terrible.

Throat feels sore, feels like my nose is blocked, and stomachache. Sighs.

And to add another, woke bad with a bad dream. Hate it, and to dream about him.
Even the dream is terrible. Makes me wanna cry thinking about it. What more do I have to go through this period of time? Enough of my dissapointment in him and to dream about him in that way? I don't wanna eloborate much. He smsed me good morning and I haven't reply.

It's driving me nuts. I need a break but I know I can't. :(

I just hope for life would be better but it seems the same. Where did it goes wrong?

Weight issue

2010-04-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ok, 1 quick post.

It's just 2 people have told me that I lose weight, I don't know which part/side of me they can see that, but I guess it's kinda true. Coz when I fit in my pants and one of my jeans, its a little loose. Not that much difference but I can feel it, that's all.

I wish to get back my 48 or 45 kg weight. Currently, 52kg. Last weigh before that was 55kg. I don't know what happen to me but maybe I'm tired and also I cut down on eating rice.

Ok, today before I go home, wanna get cinnamon melts from MacD or egg tart from KFC? Hee. ;)

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Cinta

2010-04-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

Gue cinta banget sama loe. <3

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Favourite mistake

2010-04-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

Thinking about my relationship, every time when I talk to my friends about it, there's always problem.

There are the good times, but when I realize I talk to friend about it, it's always about the bad thing. Why oh why, many years together and counting, gonna be 7 soon, we're together and still holding on.

Will this relationship goes on forever til the end of time?

Only God knows and I leave it to fate. Insya allah.
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Hope, Wish, Believe

2010-03-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

I wish for the good things in life.

I hope for the better future,

...believe in myself, it will all happen.

Insya-allah. =)

On another note, it's a hot soccer match tonight, Man U vs Liverpool. Wish I had cable tv, and I want to join in the fun, both man in my life, dad and fiance not forgetting my brother, they all love soccer. Can't imagine how they watch soccer together but I know it won't be so kecohrable lah as I imagine. Don't know lah.. Hee.

Not asleep yet cause I just had dinner, and listening to song's in the 90's since yesterday... And singing along to my fave tunes like nobody's business. hahaha. I think music nowadays are sounding so alike, the same. Boring.

Well, gonna rise early for work tomorrow. Hope I can wake up. =p

click, click

2010-03-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

Okayyyy, i just remembered, I NEED a new camera.

Sighs, missed the IT show, damn.

Well, nevermind, will look foward to the next show, which will be held at far end of the east, almost far end and that is at Singapore Expo. From north to east. =p

Busy like a bee

2010-03-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

Been busy and occupied with daily life. So little time so much to do as always. :p
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Love

2010-03-01T17:02:00.001+08:00

Love. ♥

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Chillax...

2010-02-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

I wanna chill and relax.

Wants to go to Sentosa, explore Pinnacle @ Duxton rooftop and....

A trip to Genting with family.

I'm so gonna start planning, to squeeze in my daily hectic schedule. :)

Sunday Morning

2010-02-21T13:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up to a nice breezy Sunday morning...

Song lyrics Sunday morning,

"Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave..." - Maroon 5

"You came in with the breeze
On Sunday morning
You sure have changed since yesterday
Without any warning
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew you well. . . so well" - No Doubt

"Sunday morning, praise the dawning
It's just a restless feeling by my side
Early dawning, Sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind" - Velvet Underground

:)

heartache

2010-02-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

When I saw a countdown timer of someone who is recently engaged, and counting down to the big day as they already have a wedding date, and me engaged for almost half a year (time really pass by fast), don't have a wedding date yet? How much longer do I have to wait? I want to know when my big day is.

Please agree to an eariler date, cause I've been waiting so long, and I can't wait any longer. I know, if we're meant to be, we will be together, but if I were to face heartache, I don't know how to take the pain, seriously. :(

I need a head massage. Sighs.

If I have to...

2010-02-17T16:26:00.001+08:00

.. Do what I ever I have to, I'll just do it. I'm just so sick & tired of things happening around me. Running away from problems won't help. Thinking abt unnecessary,small lame problem are just a waste of time. I'll just keep quiet and do things on my own. I hope to occupy my time as much and I hope it helps me. To learn more things. Even if to think, I realize late, but I know it's never too late. As long as I keep going on.

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Dream again

2010-02-17T10:10:00.000+08:00

And this time, I dreamt of I saw many spiders. Ok. I don't want to know what it means. It's hard to say or believe about the predictions of the dreams. Let it be, it's just 'a play in sleep'. :p

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Untitled

2010-02-16T14:38:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I'm feeling so tired. I don't wanna go back to work yet tommorow. Sheesh.

Before having lunch, was browsing wedding mags, Majalah Perkawinan, I still can't decide which bridal service to take up. Haiz, headache, don't know how to start planning. And also thinking of taking up marriage course this year when we have the time, afraid at a later time we'll be busy. I should take one step at a time. I've always known it won't be that easy.. But I hope all goes well and smoothly. Insya allah. :)
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OMG!

2010-02-15T12:50:00.002+08:00

How time goes by fast. It's already a Monday today. But it's not a working day cause it's 2nd day of CNY hols. And I'm not out of the house since last Saturday except that last Saturday I only went out for a while to library to bookdrop, return long overdue books and will pay the fines later date. :p

I'm still thinking if I wanna go out today, where do I go...? Sighs. Damn bored. I don't wanna rot at home for 4 days! I wanna go out but where to.....???

Tomorrow already last day of public holiday. Damn.

P/s: Previous post was testing sending email from mobile to blogger. Glad it works. :)

2010-02-15T12:44:00.001+08:00

Testing from mobile.
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Done!

2010-02-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Okay, I know I so fickle minded. I'm back again at blogspot.
Can't do much at wordpress, not unless i paid for it so I can edit the CSS the way I would want it to be except that maybe I like the widgets sidebar. It seems that I find it simpler in blogspot to edit templates.

And..
I don't know how to import my previous post, I actually copy and paste lah!
Wow, so free, yes the whole day do my blog page. Tee hee. :p

Just stick to it now and, have always loved my new layout, don't I whenever I changed it? :p
So lame me.. no need to say all the time I love my new layout. Haha. Hope to stick to this, cause I don't think I will have free time like this again to spend the whole day in front of my lappy.

It's almost to dinner time, what should I have for dinner... Hmm... Chocs?

How to cure body heatiness when I kept eating food that is hot? I just drank herbal tea and I think it helps to reduce my body heatiness.

Anyways, today 14th February 2010 is a Valentine's Day & Lunar New Year.

Well, I just did something small for my dear, I just send an E-card to him and he was touched... must be my words, which I sincerely typed out last night and holding back my tears. Sighs. ;')

Dreams - Birds

2010-02-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

Magpie

To see a magpie in your dream, signifies dissatisfaction and disagreements. You need to be careful with what you say and do. The dream could also mean that you are feeling short changed in your relationship. Or you are feeling insecure or threatened in the relationship.

Blackbird

To see a blackbird in your dream, signifies a lack of motivation. You are not utilizing your full potential. Alternatively, it represents jealousy

Last night, I dreamt bird flying come and hurt my hand cause it saw I'm carrying food. :p

Kids In Love

2010-02-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

OMG, love is the air.
It's among the kids. Sighs.

Does anybody knows? I bet not even the mother.

Worrying trend.

Pretty in Pink!

2010-02-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

I love this... source from Studiofrost. Sighs.

http://studiofrost.net/shop/images/titaniabig.jpg

Miss You Much

2010-02-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Show me love baby, i miss you so much. I miss the old boy when I first met, let's re-live the old moments. :(

The world..

2010-02-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

... out there isn't for me.

I don't care about the things which is none of my concern. It's your world and not mine.

We live our lives, our own way.

I can't own everything in the world, but where I am now, I'm glad and thankful.

And the whole world don't need to know everything, let me keep mine low. :)

Love - Hate

2010-01-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

love cause I've found many long lost friends,
Hate cause the webpage always problem. Tsk.

That's FB. Hahaha. :D

What's wrong..

2010-01-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

..with FB page, can't add friend, can't delete photo... urgh. Sucks. :x

It's Friday

2010-01-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

Ahhh, it's already a Friday, but here at work so busy, gotta get things clear for the 2009 work. Hmm, boring.

Love Lily Allen ♥

2010-01-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

Who'd Have Known

It's 5 o'clock in the morning
The conversation got boring
You said you were going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Until I heard you come up the stairs
And I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in with me

You put your arm around my shoulder
And it was good the room got colder
And we moved closer in together
And started talking about the weather
You said tomorrow would be fun
And we could watch a place in the sun
I didn't know where this was going
When you kissed me

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine

Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone
No longer feel alone

I haven't left you for days now
And I'm becoming amazed how
You're quite affectionate in public
In fact your friend said it made her feel sick
And even though it's moving forward
There's just the right amount of awkward
And today you accidentally called me baby

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine

Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
You told your friends they all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Let's just see how it goes
Let's see how it goes

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine

Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
You told your friends they all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Let's just see how it goes
Let's see how it goes

It's just...

2010-01-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

.. sooo worrying these days.

Looking at the kids growing up, and they're catching up fast learning things. Clever, smart indeed.
Especially, being influence, their thinking it's definitely so different from our days. It's like to think, they grow up fast!

Media influence is a worrying trend, with the access to internet of course. Plays a big part. Sighs.

~~An example of a past few days incident, the father was watching TV program and was excited and say something vulgar? Then in a few secs the 3 yr old daughter, followed what the father says~~. -__-

So, in the future, if have my own children, I really got to take care of my kids and set a good example.

What makes me...

2010-01-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

...happy.

I'm definately gonna get this limited edition color, black and pink headphone, cool or what the color. :D

The colors and the cool designs. I WISH, I WANT, either 1 or 2 of the above bags. Hee. ;) Mad about bags.

And I Miss You...

2010-01-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

... when I saw this. Sighs.

P/s: I wanna blog about something that makes me happy, but when I stumble upon this in my picture folder I post this up. Nevermind, there's tomorrow to blog what about that makes me happy. (=

After long weekends...

2010-01-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

...it's back to reality~! Back to work tomorrow. :p

3 days of long weekend since last Friday and took 2 days leave til today...
Went to KL with mum and cousin's family of 3, and went to JB too...

At JB went to catch a movie, my 1st movie for 2010, Cirque Du Freak : the vampire assistant. The movie was good. :) And hope to catch more movies... if I got the time. :p

No resolutions for 2010 but, all I wanna say is,"don't just say it, but do it". Hee.

There's lot's of things I wanna do, so I don't want to say but I'll just do it. LOL.

Have been so sickly, just hope to stay healthy.

OK, I failed, failed in having a proper entry, it's like I'm talking... gotta brush up my journal writing, sheesh. Gotta read more books! Pfft.

And that reminds me of reading Twilight book, still at 1st chapter, have yet to move on to 2nd one. -___-

Happy2 New Year!

2010-01-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

I'm all getting ready and set to go out of Singapore~ Hehehe. ;)

Goodbye Singapore, I'll be away for the weekend. Toodles, til then.

NYE

2009-12-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

Here I am at home... on NYE la sey!

Urgh... what to do, no plans, not even last minute plan works. :p
Fiance working also... But just now went out with the parents, mum want to get bedsheets and some other stuff, had some tea time and went home.

Oh my... so lame. Maybe at this age, its time to slow down and chill doh.. Haha. Seriously, last year's NYE i really had my fun that I go to party 2 seperate days in a week. :p

Maybe last year was last fun time?

Okay, whatever it is, still looking foward to get out of Singapore, going to KL tomorrow.... even for just 1 night or 1 day and will be on leave til 5th Jan 2010 so got plenty of time to zonk out. LOL.

Til then, enjoy your New Year all, have fun, happy2!

Goodbye 2009,

HELLO 2010. :)

Treatment

2009-12-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Did not go to work today, took a day off and went to chinese medical clinic to get treatment for my shoulder and neck pain.

Felt a little bit better but not sure if this treatment works for me. Been delayed to seek treatment for my pain until today. sighs.

And have to eat herbal medicines, OMG makes me wanna puke and in my head keep thinking this medicine is like malay traditional herb that is 'jamu'..

Hopefully I'll feel better after this treatment. :)

Wishlist -checked

2009-12-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

Okay been busy with work as usual...

Let's clear some dust on my blog and update something...

Well, what can i talk about..? Hmm.. here goes...

It's Christmas coming soon and everyone's on a holiday mood. I'm so no mood to go to work and do work... feels such a lazy bum2. Hee.

Up til today, if I wanna say what I wish for Christmas... is just to party. Hahah.

Checked my wish list, can say I've got almost what I wanted all the time, thanks to hard work, where I got my money and spend it.

Just got my Calvin Klein bag for sale~! Like.. at last.. hee. This is a good time to get good deals.

What else have I been waiting to get?

I've already 'settle down' with a Blackberry Curve 8520,
got my lace wrap top,
Coach wristlet,
collections of Victoria's Secret bag,
many2 nice tops n dress bought and some still not worn... :p
in love with Cotton On and Rubi shoes,
and the list goes on.. there's still pending, Kate Spade or DKNY bag... ;)

Okay, too much. Now got to be on a tight budget to prepare for future and wedding. Sighs, I'm scared. Nervous, thinking about future...

Ok, that's for now, till the next update. :)

Start a new

2009-12-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

As usual, for the start I always don't know how to begin, but it seems that I missed blogging.

Since started this current job (already 2 years, time flies real fast,from one year part-timer to full timer early this year) I'm in front of the computer 8 hours daily,5 days week. Sighs, thats the reason why when I'm back home, I'm too tired and lazy to switch on the computer but even though now I've got a netbook still at times I can't be bothered. So I only log on during the weekends but I realised since working 5 days week and weekends I'm free,sometimes I never log on to the internet. It's either I'm out or I just laze around at home watching tv. Haha, weird.

But then again, when I log on to the computer, I felt that there's nothing I can do except that I'll log in to the same website all the time, what else if not Facebook or Twitter or just checking emails. That's all. Erm, I forgot to add, online shopping. Haha,was soooo into it it's like almost every month I shop online but have slow down the activity for now. Hehe. But in the end, some of the things are bought on impulse. =p

FYI, just browse online shop web page.... opppss! Lots of year end sale, but got to control myself, got to always remind myself of my NEEDS and WANTS.... because...

...I'm engaged now and it's time to save more money for future wedding.

For year 2009 as of today, can say I feel almost complete but I never say life is easy, well, what's life without problem, right? As in I'm thankful for what I have now. (but can I say, I need a Kate Spade or a Calvin Klein bag to complete my year 2009? Haha, there I go again)

Well, I'm not sure how I can maintain to keep this blog updated. We'll see, I hope I do not forget about it. ;)

To end this blog, let me put up a picture of my new 'baby', presenting the Blackberry Curve 8520. (Don't worry my fiance, you're always my baby too.. Hee.)

Ouh, I want this can?http://studiofrost.net/shop/images/kirasbig.jpg

Okay stop it. (re-edit, typos error)